scream·ing mee·mies
I could blame it on the hardware crash. But that was just today. I could lay it at the feet of my new job. Yeah, but that was a month ago. I might mention how I've started four new blogs in the last two months, but I'd admit that it was more 3 domain registrations and two MT installs. I know I owe return emails and letters, but as I type I think "No, that's just not worth a damn." I could say it has to do with a crippling depression, but I'm not crippled. I get out of bed. I wander through the world like an "average" person. I go to bed.
I'm just not sure why.
Yes, I know I do it because of them. Of course. Easily the best things there are in life.
I just don't know why I am so happy with my life and so completely unable to focus. On anybody. On anything.
